(had too google using Japanese for this clip)
an underwhelming
basho thus far, though perhaps
life’s what underwhelms
boredom and failure demons
circling, awaiting doomed flesh
“idle hands are the
devil’s playground” - biblical
quote I imagine
not one for reading bibles,
was raised firm sensualist
work is meaningless,
and home is obligated
entirely to work
both hours and money wasted
chasing unattainable
foreign digital
distractions (sumo, football)
do little to help
A: what the fuck is the point?
B: if no point, what to do?
life is too much like
this day six Ichinojo -
Kagayaki bout
life is like Ichinojo,
clutching, in fact crushing you
with relentless grip,
it weighs against you; you think
“how do I get free?”
the weight doesn’t ease enough
for obvious opening
finally, you think
in frustration, “fuck it, I’m
gonna make my move”
soon as you do, relentless
unforgiving life throws you
lying in a heap
(yet again), you look up, and
wonder what the fuck
there is no answer, no point -
it is endless (yet, you’re not)