I have for a while maintained relations with the
elves that inhabit Seven Islands in the river known as James post-colonialism,
but earlier this spring in chatting with their sentry and my friend Chubbrock,
he informed me of other bands of these elven river people along other outposts
of the James, as well as the Rivanna and Appomattox rivers. He sent
communication to a friend of his at one of their outposts not far from Texas
Beach in Richmond earlier this year, to establish a meeting which happened a
month or so back – a friend vouching for friend, because it is hard even in my
rural area for these endangered elven people to trust human contact in their
quiet villages, but even more so in a heavily populated area with a publicly
accessible beach frequented by so many, who – despite their self-identification
as progressive and caring – endanger non-human existences simply with their
presence.
Anyways, I met this other elven person last month,
and I’m not sure it went well as I don’t think they trusted me at all.
Sometimes in situations where one person vouches for another, it what we hope
would work to increase the trust between Person A and Person C connected by
Person B, it only works to weaken the faith in that Person B. This may have
happened for Chubbrock, but I applied my learned practices of sitting there,
shutting the fuck up, and listening. Strangely, I had been listening to
something on the Richmond NPR station while driving into the river area to meet
this elven dude about divisiveness in current American culture. I say “strangely”
because basically all this elven dude did was tell me a story.
He said that at one point, on what we call Belle
Isle now, there was a giant tree, back before men had settled there, which
reached a thousand clouds high. This tree’s roots touched all areas within the
wandering foot’s imagination beneath the ground. But men came along, and were
unable to see trees as culmination of existence. Men felt the compulsion to reshape
existence of all things, so the tree was cut down and sliced into segments. “The
same thinking is why you have machines, which are supposed to make work easier
according to your human ways, but actually disconnect you from the work, and
somehow leave you feeling lost.” He had a wispy elven beard but there was a
tiny bald patch with a scar on his left cheek. I noticed he rubbed at the spot
a couple times while he was talking. Not sure if that’s important or not, but I
noticed it.
The thing was, he continued, our thinking eventually decided even having
segments of trees separated as they were was not enough, so the men begin
splitting the segments further down, using wedges. “These wedges were not
physical, not steel, but made of strange mechanical codes,” he explained. And
all the segments from the giant tree were fractured down into smaller splinters,
in what humans thought were more useful. “And you swollen people” (lol that’s
what he called humans sometimes, derogatorily almost, “swollen people”)… “you
realized the giant tree was destroyed but you couldn’t put it together again.
So you just stood around yelling at each other that you had to put the giant
tree back together, mad at each other for not putting the pieces back in place
right, taking turns but it all just falling apart, because you never could seem
to understand that you just had to let a new tree grow, and that there were
already many trees, as there are here now around us, that are half a cloud high
already, and nothing can speed up or perfect existence other than accepting it
as it already exists.”
I was thinking in my head about the NPR talk radio
thing, and how the weird code mauls he was speaking of were maybe algorithms?
But that was also me projecting, as humans do, and I caught him rubbing his
bare spot on this beard and looking at me with concern. “How long have you
known Chubbrock?” he asked, and it wasn’t very long after that he found reason
to leave me without plans of entertaining another visit. Can’t blame him to be
honest; I’m too human to be trusted.
1 comment:
"nothing can speed up or perfect existence other than accepting it as it already exists."
I'm gonna take this and ponder on it today. Tell your elven friend thank you for me.
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